Kim Kardashian considered calling off her lavish TV wedding to Kris Humphries after realizing it was “wrong,” according to reports.
Us Weekly claims that Kim “saw red flags” before the big $10 million wedding extravaganza in Montecito, Calif., on Aug. 20.
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But despite this, the limelight-loving star still made it up the aisle for the TV cameras and in front of guests including La La Anthony, Serena Williams, Ryan Seacrest and Avril Lavigne, breathlessly exclaiming it was “the happiest day of my life.”
But the magazine quotes an insider who said, “She knew it was wrong before they were even married …. They were not seeing eye to eye and it felt wrong.” The insider added, “She was calling friends, telling them she didn’t want to do it .”
But with three Vera Wang dresses ready, a reported $2 million media deal to sell the pictures, expensive jewelry from Lorraine Schwartz and gifts galore, “she felt like she couldn’t turn back,” the magazine said.
Kardashian admitted as much in a blog post Tuesday — her first since her divorce filing.
“I felt like I was on a fast roller coaster and couldn’t get off when now I know I probably should have,” she wrote. “I got caught up with the hoopla and the filming of the TV show that when I probably should have ended my relationship, I didn’t know how to and didn’t want to disappoint a lot of people.”